A long with everyone else, I wish someone saw me.

Maybe the reason for all, is fear.
Maybe it's because of fear we are hiding from those we love, and attracted to those we hate.
Maybe it's because of fear we wear our mask everywhere we go.
It's not a maybe, it's a fact, and the only way we will show who we are to people is if we forget about fear and all it's worth.

What is fear worth?
nothing more than sleepless nights, fast beating hearts, and thrown away chances.

Fear tries to convince us to take the way out from accomplishing anything.
Because, maybe it won't turn out.
But honestly, the change is worth all the pain it could possibly cause..
because..
well. It could turn out.

but if it doesn't, just don't let fear make you believe it could never happen.
Because I swear to you, one day you will prove it can. Because it will.

We all like being complimented, respected, loved, so why is it that we never give out these things. When it's all we want.

I don't know why when you walk by a group of people you are immediately judged on your appearance. It just doesn't make sense why we don't give out compliments. Why we don't respect other people. It's short, but just a random thought.

As the flowers bloom, as I fall apart. I do not care what people say, I know this feeling is here to stay.

From the beginning when I knew you, to now. I've always thought we had a connection. From the way we caught on to eachother's comments. From the way we knew what the other was thinking, from the way we knew we each other wanted to go in life. To this unbearable tension which is causing pain I've never felt before. But through all the tears and all the wishing I was someone just for you, I know we could have been together. That it would have worked. But I guess there are other people we work better with. But I don't care what anyone says, something was there. And that you can't even deny. And that is what will keep me going.