What we all want

I think we all just want to know someone thinks we're perfect.
Maybe not even perfect, but worth it.
To know someone thinks we are beautiful.
That with our imperfections, we still are beautiful.
I know everyone feels the same.
So why tell someone otherwise?

Best of luck to your later years.

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover.

I'm a bitch because
I stand up for what I think is right.
I speak for the people you are making jokes about.
I dress the way I want to.
I follow what I believe.
I tell you when you're nothing but cruel.
I am sincere person.
I'm not skinny.
I'm not the prettiest person out there.
I don't use drugs.
I cut my hair the way I want to.
I don't think you're funny.
I care about other people.
I look past myself to other people.

If that means I'm a bitch, I'm glad to be a bitch any day.

You've never made me happy

You've never made me happy.
You actually make me sick.
It's cute how funny you think you are.
It's funny how cute you think you are.
But you can not stand there and say I'm not good enough for you.
You can not stand there and say I'm not good enough for someone else.
I hope you find happiness in the last place you look.
Your bullshit annoys me.
Have you ever told me the truth?
Do I even know who you are?
Learn to stand your ground, and stand up for yourself.
You're just like everyone else.


You make me feel like shit
but as long as you're happy, the world's happy

Warning sign

We all hate when people warn us about other people.
It's wrong, let people make judgments on other people
when they actually get to know them.
But in the end,
when our hearts are torn apart,
we ask why someone didn't warn us.
Why someone didn't tell us they speak in lies.
The world doesn't make sense.
We know what's right, but in fear we do what's wrong.

But with my morals, I've given you a chance.
But if there's a warning, I'd like to know right about now..

If you go, I go

It's hard to look past the past.
The past of yourself, and the past of other people.
You can't let the past control your future.
You can't let the past keep you from giving and taking chances.
But the past is all we have, maybe that's why it's so hard to let go.
It's hard to let go or move past something people bring up daily.
People do things that you will never understand,
and you will do things people don't want to understand.
But I just hope the end is nothing more than the beginning.
The beginning of pure faith, and the truth behind the words.
I just hope, as it was months ago,
it will be the same as months from now.
I'm holding my breath on this one.

Happy New Year

2011
I'm ready for the challenges you are going to give me. I'm ready for the recovery I'm going to work for. I'm ready for stronger relationships. And I'm ready for the biggest wish of all time. Let's start off strong, no regrets. Bring it on.

I'm going to make a list of goals tonight.
Keeping my faith high, and love for all people, I'm going to try and accomplish every single one.
I hope fate agrees.
Happy New Year everyone.