Can I tell you a secret?
While people worry about the small things in life. While people take the appearance of everyone and critiques what they don't know, I've taken my life and my time to figure out what is pure. I've always been that person to find the deeper meaning, that searches for what's right. People laugh, people point, people whisper. But if I've learned anything, I've learned you have to stand your ground. People will pick you apart, pick up the pieces and shove it right back in their face. You're beautiful for the gifts you have been given. You're beautiful for the way you love yourself. You're beautiful because you can search the world, and there's no one like you. The way you make me feel, I feel beautiful for just being who I am. And I don't know why anyone would want to ask for more than that. I'm happy with my life because I feel like I am worth something. You can say what you want, do what you want to do. But I know, in the end, if you love yourself, you'll be happy. You don't know who will be with you until the end, but you know you will always be by your side.

It's the moment when you look into his eyes and see nothing but what you used to have.
It's the moment when you pass her in the hallway and realize he'd rather be with her.
It's the moment when you realize hours have past, and you haven't talked.
It's the moment when you realize excuses fill the conversations.
It's the moment when you realize you're crying more than smiling.
It's the moment when you realize music is the only way to express how you feel.
It's the moment when you realize you're standing alone.
It's the moment when you realize you're shouting out for him, and he pretends not to hear.

It's the moment when you realize, you're in love with someone else.
That's the moment you realize you need to let go.
Let the final tears roll down your face,
and close the chapter.
This pen's has ran out of ink.

Some things are just out of our control. Smile and move right along, bad things happen so you can appreciate when good things are here. Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened. All you have ever wanted happened. But I swear this is the hardest thing I have ever lived through.

End of the world

What hurts the most is knowing that,
if the world was going to end.

And you could save one person.
You would still save her.

This means nothing.

I miss the innocence we used to share.
Sitting next to each other, just wondering who they are.
I miss the times just being with you made you happy,
I miss the times we were the only ones each other needed.
I miss the times you thought I was beautiful.
I miss the times we were best friends.
But we couldn't live that way, we both knew we couldn't.
But looking back, maybe that was the only way to live,
because we both know now, this way can't last much longer.

Just listen to this

The truth is, I would stand out in the rain for hours for you.
Waiting for you to come and tell me you still think I'm beautiful.
Waiting for you to tell me you still care.
I would stand in the rain, with tears running down my eyes.
Realizing you are never going to come back.
But I'll still be standing there, because no matter what anyone
says, I still have faith in you. I still have faith in us.