I've decided.

I've decided I love everything about life. Now, for once in my life, that's not sarcasm. I'm not going to be the girl that you think is weak and insecure. Right now I want you to know, that's not me. You should be proud that people laugh. That people stop and stare. I don't care if you think I'm a freak. Go on and judge me. Say I'm one thing, say I'm the other. But honestly, it doesn't matter. NOT AT ALL. You can say one thing, does that make it true? Someone can say you are ugly and useless. Really? that's cool. Gain some self confidence and stop making up flaws in people just to cover up yours.

I think the flaws in people are the things that make them beautiful. But the thing is, what is wrong and right? what's a gift and what's a curse? It's all up to you.

I'm not wasting my time taking every aspect of my life and tearing it to pieces. I'm done spending time on people that don't care. It's okay, really. I've found many people that are amazing. And why would I ever sit here and think life is just horrible. I have friends and a family, and they are amazing. The next time I ever say anything about how life sucks, please just slap me.

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hey, guess what?

I'm beautiful, talented and loved.

Ohhhhhhh, I don't care what you have to say about it. Thanks.

tell me how.

Could you please tell me how you can treat me like I'm everything, and then next day it's as if we've never met?

Yeah, that's what I thought too.

I do not understand.

and maybe you can help me out?

I think the one thing on people's mind is trying to find comfort in the people around them. But this is what I'm confused about someone can admire someone so much, can love who they are, look up to their actions, think they are just great. And what do they do? Nothing, they keep everything that can make this person's life locked inside of them. I don't care who you are, obviously if you're a self centered jerk, there is no way you are actually reading this. So to those people who care, you know that even if you have no interest in this person, if someone told you that you were amazing, you would be honored. And it's annoying when people act like they don't care, honestly, I know those people with bigger egos than anything, but a small act still has a small impact on them. I'm confused why the one thing people are looking for is love, and everyone has the chance to give it to them, but everyone hides it inside.

my life is a movie.

& don't try to tell me otherwise.

Don't get me wrong, I am not complaining about how I wake up every morning and throughout the day something unexpected, that could totally ruin my life happens. I enjoy it. I enjoy walking down the street knowing I'm going to probably run into someone I don't want to see. Okay, I don't know it's going to happen and that's why it's crazy. Things happen that are basically impossible. I think that's just proof of God. Everyday there's a challenge. Everyday I have an opportunity to make a change for my life. Yeah, "it's impossible to have one thing change your life." But, I'm not saying I'm going to live a different life. My life will just be different. In the smallest of ways. I know if I was reading this, first, I would be so disappointed that it says nothing but a bunch of well, nothing. But I'm serious when I say this. I know I'm on some show, me and all my friends. Well, they know who they are. Wink wink. Anyways, I don't understand why, and even how things like this happens. But the point is they do. Things that chances are against. Things that just make no sense. But hey, I don't have room to complain nothing happens, I bet in ten minutes I'll just have another chapter to the life of michele. Two thumbs up. Thanks for reading,
even though you probably knew all this, since you are watching this movie and all.