I've decided.

I've decided I love everything about life. Now, for once in my life, that's not sarcasm. I'm not going to be the girl that you think is weak and insecure. Right now I want you to know, that's not me. You should be proud that people laugh. That people stop and stare. I don't care if you think I'm a freak. Go on and judge me. Say I'm one thing, say I'm the other. But honestly, it doesn't matter. NOT AT ALL. You can say one thing, does that make it true? Someone can say you are ugly and useless. Really? that's cool. Gain some self confidence and stop making up flaws in people just to cover up yours.

I think the flaws in people are the things that make them beautiful. But the thing is, what is wrong and right? what's a gift and what's a curse? It's all up to you.

I'm not wasting my time taking every aspect of my life and tearing it to pieces. I'm done spending time on people that don't care. It's okay, really. I've found many people that are amazing. And why would I ever sit here and think life is just horrible. I have friends and a family, and they are amazing. The next time I ever say anything about how life sucks, please just slap me.

<3