February 26, 2010


It's up to you.
Pick him, it's really fine.

I don't care.
Really, trust me.

Yeah, you're right, I can't trust you.
But trust me,
see, I never was the one
to stab you right in the back.

or heart for that matter.

But who cares right? right.

February 24, 2010


Maybe the world would look like a better place from up there.
Anytime, anywhere. A hot air balloon ride, speechless.

James Marsden.
it's plain and simple. you are adored by all.

Andy Samberg.
Why can't you be 17 years old?
Why do you have to be so funny?
Why do you have to be on SNL?
Why do you have to be ADORABLE?
Why do you have to exist,
because ever since.
People think I'm a freak,
then again, thank you Andy Samberg.
For letting the world know who I really am.
Sounds deeper than it is,
but we'll go with it.
If I could meet you, I would meet you.
duuuuuuuuuuuuuuh.
But hey, maybe, maybe, someone I know
that knows you, will be reading this!
Yeah, nevermind. Enjoy your life.

Sometimes I think the only way of expressing myself is through music.


So I've decided, I'm going to write you a song, plain and simple.

But as I write, I reach the last verse.

I was hoping that, maybe, just maybe, I wouldn't be able to finish the song. You know, because each and everyday would bring something new.


If it was my choice, this song would last forever.

I guess you really wanted to hear the last verse.

February 22, 2010

Oh, it's just andy samberg, again.

HEY WHAT'S UP ANDY SAMBERG.
SURE, I GUESS I'LL JUST GO AND MEET YOU.


Since you want to meet me thaaaaat bad.

Maybe they don't know you, because you never give them the chance too. It's just an idea.

If you had to write out everything about you.
Could you do it?


I think one of my goals in life is to be able to write, express, who I am, all of me. Because if you don't express who you are, no one will know. And what's the point of that?



But again, no matter what you say. No matter what you do. People are going to think and talk about you how they always were going to. But what they say doesn't make it true. And it's annoying to see suchc beautiful people getting pushed away by people that don't know them.

Hi, I'm Michele. I love to write. And guess what, that's all I know.
Maybe I'll get some place one day, maybe not.

I'll send you a postcard when I get there.

Maybe it's that thing that keeps everyone from doing what they love and saying how they feel. Fear.


I respect your opinion.
I respect you.
But maybe, one day.
I'm just asking, one day.
Could you.. be nice?

Here's a little secret, my brothers have influenced and effected me more than anyone else.



Scott Palmer

No one ever really understands how anything works. But my brother, Scott, has helped me through more than I, or anyone, really knows. He has influenced me to make the right choices, and most of all just be who I am. And if there were anything I could do to repay him for that, I would. But the thing is, when someone does something for you as much as Scott has done for me. There is not anything that can show how much it means to you. And it means the world to me. He's listened when no one else would. He gives the best advice, and I've enjoyed life more and more everyday. And I have him to thank for that.

Eric Palmer
I bet you've had those times when you just want someone to hear you. When you really just want someone at all to sit down and listen to you. There has not been one person out that has showed they cared more than Eric has. He's come to me when no one else would. He knew when I needed someone, and I don't understand why I ever needed anyone else. The thing I remember most was when I really just needed an open ear and he gave me that. He played music to make me smile. It meant the world. And I doubt he even knew.

This wasn't much, but it's those people in the world that means so much,
that when you don't see or talk to them as much,
you realize how much they meant, or in better words, how much they mean.

And they probably won't read this. But I owe them a million thank yous.
I would not be the person I am without them.

Hi, my name is Michele. And my friends are the coolest people in the world. Here are just a few.


Alec Steinmetz
Rachel Rhiver
Lindsay Kovacs
Lexi Hathaway
Gabbi Boyd
Austin Davidson
Brenna Hoffman
Kelsey Froehlich

Kelsey Olsen
Morgan Maldonado
Megan Day

Just Sayin' (:

February 15, 2010

Even if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it.

I was thinking recently about what really makes me happy.
and here are a few things that I've realized.

being around cool people.
when people use my name.
throwing together an outfit that looks crazy.
dancing in public.
when someone I barely know says hi.
blasting music.
wearing red lipstick.
singing in the hallway.
random acts of kindness.
taking a long walk with someone.
hearing birds chirp.
being given the chance to help people.
watching andy samberg in anything.
inspiring people.
getting notes from people.
being told I'm unique.


It's the small little things people do everyday that make me smile.
When they don't intend to make my day, but in the end, they really do.

Because I don't think you realize that what you do,
you as in everyone, what you do really makes my day.

Now, these are the things that don't happen, but if they did, I would be
speechless.

going on a picnic.
having a limo drive up to my house.
someone telling me I've saved their life.
being able to sing.
having someone sing me a song.
own an icee machine.
find that perfect guy.
meeting andy samberg.


But as I look around, everything, in it's own way, makes me happy.

<3

Do I love you because you're beautiful, Or are you beautiful because I love you?

Everyone wants something, no matter what it is. But once they have a chance to get it, when it's out in front of them to take, you think about if you actually want it.

Sometimes what we think we need, is in fact, not what we need. You can think what you need or want is on the other side of the world, and when it comes around to you, you realize you really don't.

February 09, 2010

"And as I look back, I'm not upset about how you walked away, I'm upset there could have been so much to stop you."

Hello, I'd like to take the time to thank you.

You have been the only person who can make me smile when I'm drowning in my tears.
You have been the only person who really understood when I needed someone.
You have been the only person who took the time to get to know me.
You have been the only one who has given me a chance.
You have been the only one who calls just to see how my day went.

You have been the only one who has ever cared.

and If I could repay you at all, I would. But you have done so much for me, that there is no way there is anything to say how much you mean to me. And if I ever lost you, my world would crash.

But, I did. I need lose you. And now, I'm writing this, for nobody.

February 08, 2010


The truth of the matter is,
I still have feelings for you.

And no matter how many times I tell myself that I'm better off without you,
a part of me just won't let go.

"I'm not perfect, but I'll strive everyday to be that person who I want to be, and to me, that's perfect."

Do you know how it feels

when a best friend keeps you around for entertainment.
when you feel like you have a chance, when in reality you have farthest away from that.
to care for someone who could not care any less for you.
to want to be friends with someone that's such a jerk.
to pass by someone you love in the hallway and say nothing.
to walk in front of a group of people and be criticized.
to believe that one wish will actually come true.
to think that maybe, tomorrow might be better.


Do you know how it feels to live day by day, walking past people, stopping to talk for a few minutes, hanging out on the weekends, and then before you go to bed, realize no one knows a thing about you. I'm sick of having to walk past hundreds of people not knowing one thing about me. So that's my reason for everything I do. It's who I am. I think one day, on one of those rainy days with nothing else to do but listen to music. I'm going to write down everything I stand for.

I'm so much different from everyone else. I care so much about people and how they feel, and it makes me sick to see how some people are treated. Maybe that's why I am so thankful for the people around me that care. And if not care, but are nice to people. I mean, live your life how you want to. It's just crazy how much people effect other people. That's it.

But I don't know if that's how you feel.