February 08, 2010

"I'm not perfect, but I'll strive everyday to be that person who I want to be, and to me, that's perfect."

Do you know how it feels

when a best friend keeps you around for entertainment.
when you feel like you have a chance, when in reality you have farthest away from that.
to care for someone who could not care any less for you.
to want to be friends with someone that's such a jerk.
to pass by someone you love in the hallway and say nothing.
to walk in front of a group of people and be criticized.
to believe that one wish will actually come true.
to think that maybe, tomorrow might be better.


Do you know how it feels to live day by day, walking past people, stopping to talk for a few minutes, hanging out on the weekends, and then before you go to bed, realize no one knows a thing about you. I'm sick of having to walk past hundreds of people not knowing one thing about me. So that's my reason for everything I do. It's who I am. I think one day, on one of those rainy days with nothing else to do but listen to music. I'm going to write down everything I stand for.

I'm so much different from everyone else. I care so much about people and how they feel, and it makes me sick to see how some people are treated. Maybe that's why I am so thankful for the people around me that care. And if not care, but are nice to people. I mean, live your life how you want to. It's just crazy how much people effect other people. That's it.

But I don't know if that's how you feel.

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