Hey! what's up?! hey.. don't pretend like you care, at all.

It's annoying.
So please stop. You don't care, you never will.
So don't act like it.

But hey, you're still super cool..

Just when you think no one cares, please just think again.

You will never ever ever understand or believe me when I say this, but I would take a bullet for you. I'm not kidding either.

10 things I like about you. Because why would I list 10 things I hate?

1. You are adorable. How you don't follow the crowd. You do what you want to do, wear what you want to wear, be who you want to be.
2. You're smart. Book smart, life smart, you are just smart. You know things.
3. You care about people. People aren't maybe your best subject but you care about them. That means a lot.
4. Your smile. You can make me smile. Probably should be pretty important on this list. Because lately, making me smile is pretty hard. And you somehow have the power to do it.
5. You don't give up. When life brings you down, you don't let it keep you down for long. You show what you can do.
6. You know what to say and when. That speaks for itself.
7. You respect people. You respect their ideas and their beliefs.
8. You accept life. You take in what happens and learn from it. You, no matter how long it takes, you move on.
9. You have morals and stay with them. You stay with what you believe.
10. You can make the world laugh. Your sense of humor goes a long way. Probably with yourself, but me as well. You can make me laugh, whenever.

I lied, there are more than ten reasons why I like you.

11. You aren't cocky. You realize you are such a good person, but the world already knows that, you don't need to prove yourself. People know.
12. The smallest things mean a lot to you. I can just tell by the little things people do, make you talk for hours.
13. You have something to offer the world. You have the gift and power to change the world. I don't care if it's possible or not, I know you will make it possible. Because you have talent that no one I have ever known has had. You have so much to bring to people and I hope you do.

I could list a billion reasons, but to wrap up everything. You're you.
And I hope you never change that for anything or anybody.

People are just rude. That's it.

I don't understand why nor do I want to. I just want people to stop being so rude towards everyone.

I hope life is worth it, I hope one day, I'll wake up and see how much I would have missed.

I know this girl. No one understand anything about her. Probably because no one ever gives her a chance. She's not pretty on the outside, but she has a heart that she always believed would cancel out her appearance. People don't believe in her, so she has to sit around wondering if she can even believe in herself. She would give anything for anybody. All she asked for in return was time. Was for someone to take time out of there everyday to listen to her world crash and burn. She falls for people who don't look past themselves, but that doesn't stop her. She still wakes up each morning and prays that that day, will be the day. The day someone will say they love her. That day when the sun is the darkest of her skies. That day when she's called beautiful. I don't feel bad for this girl, she brings it on herself right? Maybe not, maybe so.

But it seems like the more she tries, the more she realizes that she trapped. That the one way out was that one decision that changed her life years ago. And now she has to live through each day knowing it could have all been stopped. She's in the ground, barely breathing. Maybe someone will step out and save her. Maybe she doesn't want to be saved, maybe she just wants to save someone. Maybe she needs to find the small things in her life that make her life worth living. Maybe she needs to be her own and only friend. Maybe she should stop loving. Because seems to me, that's the only reason she's always hurt. But i'll be her best friend, because I know that's all she wants. I'll be my own best friend.

Someday we'll know, so stop wasting your life away figuring out why. Somethings don't have reasons. And if you should know, you will figure it out.

I'm not going to give up hope.

Because there is not a key to happiness. It's a way of life.

And just because it rains. Just because it pours. Doesn't mean the sun has given up.

And I know, I know that one day I will be happy. You will be happy. The world will be happy. But happiness won't just walk in. In order to be happy, you have to tell yourself you are. You will never be happy if you say things could not get worse.

I love life and everything it brings. You have made me so much stronger.
I know the people I need to surround myself by, and no, it's not you.
So act immature, keep on going through each day the way you want to.
Because today and forever, what you do is not going to effect me.
I'm stronger than that.
I don't need you to pull me down anymore.
I have enough strength to pull myself up.
And tomorrow I am going to wake up, with a smile.
Knowing that each day I cried over some small action you did,
was a day closer to being happy.
And now that you are gone.

I love who I am, who I will be, and who I'm becoming.

I love, because there is no reason to hate.

It's the little things like this that just make my day.

me: You know, you don't have to go to college.

kelsey: yeah

me: yeah I'm not going to.

kelsey: okay

Bible Dictionary

Miracle

an event in the external world brought about by the immediate agency or the simple volition of God, operating without the use of means capable of being discerned by the senses, and designed to authenticate the divine commission of a religious teacher and the truth of his message (John 2:18; Matt. 12:38). It is an occurrence at once above nature and above man. It shows the intervention of a power that is not limited by the laws either of matter or of mind, a power interrupting the fixed laws which govern their movements, a supernatural power. "The suspension or violation of the laws of nature involved in miracles is nothing more than is constantly taking place around us. One force counteracts another: vital force keeps the chemical laws of matter in abeyance; and muscular force can control the action of physical force. When a man raises a weight from the ground, the law of gravity is neither suspended nor violated, but counteracted by a stronger force. The same is true as to the walking of Christ on the water and the swimming of iron at the command of the prophet. The simple and grand truth that the universe is not under the exclusive control of physical forces, but that everywhere and always there is above, separate from and superior to all else, an infinite personal will, not superseding, but directing and controlling all physical causes, acting with or without them." God ordinarily effects his purpose through the agency of second causes; but he has the power also of effecting his purpose immediately and without the intervention of second causes, i.e., of invading the fixed order, and thus of working miracles. Thus we affirm the possibility of miracles, the possibility of a higher hand intervening to control or reverse nature's ordinary movements. In the New Testament these four Greek words are principally used to designate miracles: (1.) Semeion, a "sign", i.e., an evidence of a divine commission; an attestation of a divine message (Matt. 12:38, 39; 16:1, 4; Mark 8:11; Luke 11:16; 23:8; John 2:11, 18, 23; Acts 6:8, etc.); a token of the presence and working of God; the seal of a higher power. (2.) Terata, "wonders;" wonder-causing events; portents; producing astonishment in the beholder (Acts 2:19). (3.) Dunameis, "might works;" works of superhuman power (Acts 2:22; Rom. 15:19; 2 Thess. 2:9); of a new and higher power. (4.) Erga, "works;" the works of Him who is "wonderful in working" (John 5:20, 36). Miracles are seals of a divine mission. The sacred writers appealed to them as proofs that they were messengers of God. Our Lord also appealed to miracles as a conclusive proof of his divine mission (John 5:20, 36; 10:25, 38). Thus, being out of the common course of nature and beyond the power of man, they are fitted to convey the impression of the presence and power of God. Where miracles are there certainly God is. The man, therefore, who works a miracle affords thereby clear proof that he comes with the authority of God; they are his credentials that he is God's messenger. The teacher points to these credentials, and they are a proof that he speaks with the authority of God. He boldly says, "God bears me witness, both with signs and wonders, and with divers miracles." The credibility of miracles is established by the evidence of the senses on the part of those who are witnesses of them, and to all others by the testimony of such witnesses. The witnesses were competent, and their testimony is trustworthy. Unbelievers, following Hume, deny that any testimony can prove a miracle, because they say miracles are impossible. We have shown that miracles are possible, and surely they can be borne witness to. Surely they are credible when we have abundant and trustworthy evidence of their occurrence. They are credible just as any facts of history well authenticated are credible. Miracles, it is said, are contrary to experience. Of course they are contrary to our experience, but that does not prove that they were contrary to the experience of those who witnessed them. We believe a thousand facts, both of history and of science, that are contrary to our experience, but we believe them on the ground of competent testimony. An atheist or a pantheist must, as a matter of course, deny the possibility of miracles; but to one who believes in a personal God, who in his wisdom may see fit to interfere with the ordinary processes of nature, miracles are not impossible, nor are they incredible. (merriam-webster.com)

Kelsey Olsen

I feel bad for everyone. I really do, but one person I don't feel bad for is myself.

I have this friend.
She's actually my best friend.
She's actually that one person who is always there for me.
She's actually the best person I've ever met.

She's shown me who I could be, and who I should be. She's shown me how to smile when I know I have a right to cry. She's kept me motivated to keep believing that it'll be okay. I owe her so much. And no thank you would be enough. Someday, somehow she will see how much I appreciate everything she does for me and for other people.

This was short and simple.
But how much she deserves doesn't fit in this world.

I love you Kelsey.

I always thought that I was surrounded by people that love me.

Now I'm not so sure.

I'm sorry I'm not the perfect child. I know I'm not, but don't ever ask why I'm the why I am.
I just am, I can't explain it.

I guess maybe you don't know what it's like to have to go to highschool everyday.
I guess you don't have a clue how it is to always be broken.
I guess you don't know what it's like to be me.

I don't care if you know, just never ever tell me that I should act different. I can't.
and don't ever question why I'm the way I am, I don't freaking know.