I know this girl. No one understand anything about her. Probably because no one ever gives her a chance. She's not pretty on the outside, but she has a heart that she always believed would cancel out her appearance. People don't believe in her, so she has to sit around wondering if she can even believe in herself. She would give anything for anybody. All she asked for in return was time. Was for someone to take time out of there everyday to listen to her world crash and burn. She falls for people who don't look past themselves, but that doesn't stop her. She still wakes up each morning and prays that that day, will be the day. The day someone will say they love her. That day when the sun is the darkest of her skies. That day when she's called beautiful. I don't feel bad for this girl, she brings it on herself right? Maybe not, maybe so.
But it seems like the more she tries, the more she realizes that she trapped. That the one way out was that one decision that changed her life years ago. And now she has to live through each day knowing it could have all been stopped. She's in the ground, barely breathing. Maybe someone will step out and save her. Maybe she doesn't want to be saved, maybe she just wants to save someone. Maybe she needs to find the small things in her life that make her life worth living. Maybe she needs to be her own and only friend. Maybe she should stop loving. Because seems to me, that's the only reason she's always hurt. But i'll be her best friend, because I know that's all she wants. I'll be my own best friend.
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