Just around the corner.

We have six days to look back on the past year, look back at the broken promises but also the friendships that have been made through the faith you had in the world. It's been another year. Another year of your life, just another wrinkle on your face, just another chance to create dreams, and regrets of not living those dreams. Well, you have another year. You have another year to make a resolution to create a better life for you and the people you surround yourself with.

This year I've learned a lot about myself, the people around me and how the world works. The reasons, the faith, and the purity I see in the small things everyday. I hope you take time before the new year to look at yourself and see how far you've come. How much you've changed, how much you've experienced, how much you've lost, but more importantly, how much you've gained.

This year, I truly feel, has shaped who I am, more than any previous ones. This year I wanted to change the view people had on me, but then I realized what was important. This year, I saw the end but created a new beginning. This year people have torn me apart but the people who mattered put me back together. I've grown closer to my best friend, and farther from those leading me in the wrong direction. I've witnessed a true miracle. I've had to let go of the one person I felt was the other half of my heart. I've stood up for what I believed was right, and got complete shut down. I've gained strength and passion towards the love I have towards people. I know who to trust, and who to let believe what they want. I've been lead on to nothing more than a blank field of broken dreams. I've questioned my fate, and the real reason I'm here. I've realized who truly cares, and who has different motives. I've learned what I can handle, and what I can't. But I know with God, nothing is impossible. I've lived without a soul, and nothing but a body living for better days. I've learned to love who I am, and not let someone else's judgments define who I am. I've learned beauty is and can not be defined. Ttat beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. I've learned to appreciate every step, every breath, and every chance I am given. Each day has the possibility of holding a miracle.

There goes another year.
Here we all come 2011, don't let us down.
I've been living on these 11:11s.
On wishing for better days, better mindset.
But I have a feeling, this is going to be my year.