January 23, 2010

If only you could look past yourself, and see how you are affecting other people. Oh well, maybe someday.. someday.

I never wanted anything more than to be friends with you.

I hate how everything reminds me of all the chance I thought I had.

I hate having to wake up and walk down the halls just to feel my ears burn.

I never wanted to cry myself to sleep over someone like you.

I never wanted my heart to break, now it's about the 90th time.

I hate how no one gets it.
I hate when they try to understand.
But they honestly have no idea how it feels,
to fall just when you start to stand.

Sure, I'm over thinking it.
yes, I should move on.
But I'll tell you one thing,
I'll never get over ... him.

It's funny the way the world works.
I wish these tears would just dry.
But what can you really truly expect,
when you just go home and cry.

It's really sad that I'm even writing about this.
When I know it's just so stupid.
But I'm not the one that missed the arrow,
that would be because of my worst enemy, cupid.

I know one day, I'll look back and laugh.
But not because I've moved on.
But because I'll finally realized,
I never really knew you, ...

Love,
Michele.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I love this. And I know I probably don't understand how you feel completely, but I've felt something very similar. Trust me...I can honestly tell you "I know how you feel."

Anonymous said...

Bailey, Thank you so much.

There is definitely a difference between saying you understand and actually understanding, and you are someone that I know would understand, not because I know you so well, but because I know we kind of think of the same, and we have a lot similar about how we feel towards a lot of things. I really appreciate your comments and interest in what I have to say more than you know. Thank you. So so much.