"And as I look back, I'm not upset about how you walked away, I'm upset there could have been so much to stop you."

Hello, I'd like to take the time to thank you.

You have been the only person who can make me smile when I'm drowning in my tears.
You have been the only person who really understood when I needed someone.
You have been the only person who took the time to get to know me.
You have been the only one who has given me a chance.
You have been the only one who calls just to see how my day went.

You have been the only one who has ever cared.

and If I could repay you at all, I would. But you have done so much for me, that there is no way there is anything to say how much you mean to me. And if I ever lost you, my world would crash.

But, I did. I need lose you. And now, I'm writing this, for nobody.