March 06, 2010

I always thought that I was surrounded by people that love me.

Now I'm not so sure.

I'm sorry I'm not the perfect child. I know I'm not, but don't ever ask why I'm the why I am.
I just am, I can't explain it.

I guess maybe you don't know what it's like to have to go to highschool everyday.
I guess you don't have a clue how it is to always be broken.
I guess you don't know what it's like to be me.

I don't care if you know, just never ever tell me that I should act different. I can't.
and don't ever question why I'm the way I am, I don't freaking know.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i agree with a lot of this, except i know they still love me. but they're realizing im not perfect. i dont think they understand how hard it is, going to high school, especially HSE, where the competition is high and the worldliness wears you down. i do feel broken.

hope it gets better! love your blog!