6/4

Live life with no regrets, right?

For the past year, I have learned so much. I've befriended myself including my talents or lack of, my flaws, and my inspirations. I'm not sure if I've found who I am, or created who I am. But I'm now someone, and know where I'm going.

I've kept my hopes up, and they've been knocked down.
But through everything, I've ended in the place I was meant to be.

I've fallen for people who tore me apart. I've lied to myself. I believed in things that weren't real, and believed in things that were.

But that's the past, and I've got to look in the future.

How I'm feeling: I'm feeling like I'm living for something that's not going to happen. I feel like I'm living in this secret that is slowly is being revealed to everyone. I'm faking that smile.

Letter to you:
Whenever we talk, I'm hiding all the words I want to say to you. I'm hiding everything I've thought of, and everything I wished and still wish would and will happen. It's one of those times when you believe things will be different. But every time, is one of those times. One of those times you fill yourself with all these thoughts that you could prove the world and everyone saying different wrong. That maybe, what you've been wishing for, will come true.

11:11, oh I wish for you.