Nobody else

I've held in so much from you over the past year, and we both know what I didn't say spoke louder than if I said anything at all. I can't express, explain, tell you how much I'm dying inside. The best friends don't know me, my family not even close, but that's merely because there are no words to describe how much I hold inside. People that say they understand me, I swear you don't. I swear, you have no clue. You've changed me. You've truly changed me. And there is nothing left to say then I wish I would have told you six months ago. I just wish you would have listened.