It just happens

You once had me believing you loved me.
You once had me under your arms.
You once had me living for everyone but myself.
Living with you, living for you.
You've changed who I was.

But then there was that moment when I realized,
Not even those who I love, will change who I am.
That's the beauty about it.
Because those people love me for

who I am, who I will be, who I am not, and who I will never be.

Don't speak words you do not mean,
Close your mouth,
and learn to open your heart.
To something, someone
besides yourself.

Teenage years are full of selfish days. Maybe, one day, when you find yourself, you'll come back. But on second thought, when you find yourself, you won't need me. Make the joke, make them laugh, I'll be just fine. There's always those people, we think we can't live without. Because the best moments were with them. But the best, meaning so far. There are only better moments to come, with people you will look at and realize you waited for them. You made it through the storm, to people who love you.

You'll fall out of love, the same way you fell in. It just happens.