Before you go*

Before you go, I have a couple things I want you to know.

I put all my faith into what we could have become.
I put all my time in trying to fit into yours.
I put all the effort I had, to make you smile.
When we talked I believed there was a real connection.
I thought we were blasting the truth throughout the halls.
I started to believe I was meant to be right by your side.
I started to think about how perfect we were.
Two lflawed people, but seen in a perfect way.
But all of your flaws turned in beauty.
And everything around us stood still.
But lies started to take over our conversations.
Our conversations started to turn into agruments.
The agruments brought fights.
Which turned into a war.

So, now. I can not sit in the same room as you.
I can not look at you without holding in oceans of tears.
I can not speak of you without my voice shaking.

But I can deny you. That you ever did affect me.

So why is it that I could not stop writing about you.
Why is that I cut off all communication.
Why is it that when I pass you in the hallway
we act as if we don't know eachother.

I don't want to be the one to say goodbye,
but I've been holding on to a lost dream.
Fate has to take it's course,
I'm just getting in the way.

I don't know if I will ever believe the was no connection,
I don't know if I will ever believe that we couldn't have worked.
I don't know if I will ever believe that when we talked it wasn't real.

But right now, this, is something I have to believe,
But just before you go, I wanted you to know.