You told me not to say

You're listing off reasons,
I started to cry. You told me to stop...
You showed me how to stop.

You push me down, I fall through the fence.
Here's what you didn't know

I walked miles to see you,
I cried ever night I stayed from home.
I hid with my ex bestfriend for you.

I gave up years of my life,
All the time I had, I used in trying to make our relationship work.
But from the punches and slaps.

I have nothing but bruises up my arms,
my bones are broken but I still try with every breath to walk.
But I fall.
I fall for you

Through everything you put me through,
from the threats to the depth of my tears.
Why do I go back to you..

Push me down one more time,
I swear, one day I won't walk back.