September 05, 2010

I always want to stay close to my family

I want to be completely honest.
Even though I pretend like I'm okay
you're comments stab that spear right through my heart.

When you repeatedly hear something,
you start to believe it.

Whenever you say -
"nobody needs you."
"nobody wants you here."
"you're a mistake."
"parents hate you."

I don't care how strong I am,
I don't care how strong you are.

There comes a point where I can not stand hearing the
same negative words everyday I come home from school,
which already almost is living hell.

The next time you say
"I wish I could be a big sister, I'd be a good one."

Remember, sometimes how the
'big sister' acts is off of how the 'little sister' acts.

I wish I could be a little sister, I'd be a good one.

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