to myself.
I remember when you told me that it would be okay. I remember when you told me I deserved better than him. But I would never have guessed I would stay up crying each night trying to catch my breath because every word you never said runs through my head. I turn up the music until I can not hear myself think. Because all the thoughts I have in my mind, are all about who I thought you were. If you really knew me, you'd know how strong I was. If you really knew me, you'd realize I need someone.
I've found who I need. And while I wasted the past months, believing it was you, I turn and realize who I really needed was the One who put me here in the first place. And as I life on, I know I can not talk to you. Because I have learned to live my life without you, and with all the progress I've made, the worst thing that could happen would me letting you back in. But I don't apologize for having to let you down. You'll find someone else to use, really.
What happened to me stopping writing about you?
Who knows
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