everything starts somewhere

You’re not as cool as you think you are. You are not as liked as you think you are. I’ll be your teacher and tell you what the difference between you thoughts and reality is. You’re perfect. You’re way cooler than you think you are. And you not liked, you are loved. You’re beyond human. Yeah, I don’t know you well. Yeah, I couldn’t list 5 things about you, but somehow I have a list of ten things I love about you. When you smile, I’ve never been so happy. Not because you’re smiling at me, but because you’re happy. I mean it when I say, when you’re happy, that’s all that matters to me. Look at me, I’m writing like I’m your sister. I’m writing as if I mean something to you. I might not mean anything to you, but you mean the world to me. And everyday, everyday, I look forward to lunch. The only time in my life, I’m not dying to eat. I’m dying to see you. I’m praying you’ll notice me. I’m praying that maybe for a second I’ll be on your mind. I don’t need a smile, I don’t need a wave, I don’t need anything but that second on your mind. Because everything starts somewhere.