October 10, 2009

I've fallen for you.

It's about time I finally figure out where I'm going and how far I'll go to get there. Lately, I've been told different things. And my feelings towards myself and who I am, and you and who you are have changed, again. You're beautiful. You're perfect.

I'm not going to let the people around me any longer tell me who's right for me, and who I do and don't have a chance with. Because frankly, I don't care. I did, and it meant the world to me what my friends and family say towards my decisions and the people I hang around and the people I fall for. I do have control who I hang around with, and that's why this is goodbye. And that's why this is hello. But, I don't pick who pushes me down, who I fall for. But I've fallen for you, and I don't have anything I can change about it. So I'm going to take this chance, I'm going to say hello, I'm going to pretend I'm the happiest girl out there, when in the inside you are pulling me apart. I'm going to take the next step. The next step you take is the hardest one you will ever have to.

I'm not begging you to fall in love with me, I'm not begging you to be my best friend, I'm begging you to give me a chance. A chance to show you I'm not the girl you think I am. To prove to you I can and will be who you want me to be. Because I've never been so sure in my life than this,
We are meant to be with each other. We are meant to conquer the world. and we will, because together we can do anything. Because, when I'm around you, I know I can. Because when I see you, I feel like I've never been so special. Because, I feel like the luckiest girl ever. Because, I've never felt this way before. There's not a song, not a melody out there, no words, no actions, that can truly express how I feel.

Whoever said "nobody's perfect," never met you.

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